Why We're Here

"Because writing is, much like death, a very lonely business."
- Neil Gaiman

January 31, 2014

Countdown Day 39: The Liahona

Countdown Day 39: The Liahona
In Alma 37, we learn a lot about the Liahona. It was basically a compass that relied on the faith of it's wielders. If Lehi's family was "slothful" and disobedient, the Liahona wouldn't point the way, rather it's spindles would list about. If they were righteous and faithful, then it would guide them to where they needed to go. 
The Liahona can be likened unto the words of Christ. When we're obedient and faithful, we're guided to places we're meant to be, and will be happier in. If we ignore the directions and are lazy and unfaithful, then we won't be able to discern the proper direction, and will be lost, until we repent and get ourselves back on track. 

January 30, 2014

Countdown Day 38: Bonds

Countdown Day 38: Bonds
In life, we accumulate various bonds. Most of them are bonds of friendship and love... And a few consist of hate. 
What will you do for your bonds? Will you allow them to be severed when the going gets tough? Will you sever them yourself, to make things easier? Will you weaken your bonds of love, so that your bonds of hatred take precedence and consume you? 
Or will you strengthen your bonds of love? Will you form them with as many people as possible? Will you sacrifice anything for those bonds? 
Is that possible?
Jesus Christ literally gave everything for his bonds. He had bonds with every single one of us, and they were all bonds of love, so powerful we can't even comprehend them. 
If we want to be like Christ, we ought to foster bonds of love with all we meet, and make sacrifices for those we love. 
I believe that one day, all of humanity will link arms and form one great bond of love. We have it in us!

Countdown Day 37: Absolute Truth

Countdown Day 37: Absolute Truth

An absolute truth is something that never changes. It is absolute. 
The absolute truth I've been thinking about the most is that you cannot save somebody else. 
Another absolute truth is agency. We all have the power of choice, and that doesn't change. 
Since we all have the power to choose, another person cannot make our choices for us, even when we want them to. We can't be saved by another... Only through the atonement. Even then, we have to choose to access the atonement. 
We can support each other, but we cannot be another. 
We can shoulder each other's burdens, but we can't take them away.
Life is about choices. We can't make them for others. 

January 29, 2014

Countdown Day 36: Truth & Tolerance

Countdown Day 36: Truth & Tolerance

This talk should be mandatory reading for every saint. It tackles some of the most common problems we face in modern times, such as issues of tolerance, standing up for truth, and even legislation! Great talk by a great man. 

http://www.lds.org/ensign/2013/02/balancing-truth-and-tolerance?lang=eng

January 26, 2014

Countdown Day 35: What is the Light of Christ?

Countdown Day 35: What is the Light of Christ? 
President Boyd K. Packer, in his incredible talk coincidentally titled "The Light of Christ," described it as such. 
"It is the sponsor of everything that is good. It is the inspirer of everything that will bless and benefit mankind. It nourishes goodness itself."
You could call it moral sense, our conscience... Essentially, it's what naturally draws us towards good. I like to think of it as everything we have in common with Christ. 

Countdown Day 34: I Will Protect My Family

Countdown Day 34: I Will Protect My Family
One of the fundamental reasons family is important is they provide us unconditional love. Love is, as I often say, the purpose of everything. 
"I will protect my friends... No matter how much pain befalls me." 
In this case, I'd replace friends with family... Because family trumps friends (the originator of this quote had no family). One of my favorite definitions f love is "putting someone else's needs ahead of your own." I'd further that by saying meaningful sacrifice is also a form of love. To protect our love, we do whatever we can, because we love our love... Does that make sense? We'll make any sacrifice for those we love, as we should, because love is what makes life worth living. 

January 24, 2014

Countdown Day 32 & 33: The Birds of Tokyo

Countdown Day 32 & 33: Birds of Tokyo
I enjoy listening to "Birds of Tokyo," an Australian band. They named themselves as such after reading an article about how there were no longer birds in Tokyo, due to pollution and overcrowding. One member said, "We thought that was interesting, no birds in Tokyo — we thought, we'll be the birds of Tokyo." 
I love the thought process behind that. Even better, I actually love their music! I'd like to bring attention to the lyrics of their famous song "Lanterns."

"Lately I've found
When I start to think aloud
There's a longing in the sound
There is more I could be

In darkness I leave
For a place I've never seen
It's been calling out to me
That is where I should be

We never carried days on our own
But now it's up to us to know
The weight of being so much more
We will find ourselves on the road

On we march
With a midnight song
We will light our way
With our lanterns on
On we march
Till we meet the dawn
We will light our way
With our lanterns on

As we walk out
Without question, without doubt
In the light that we have found
It is finally clear

Our day has come
And we'll stand for who we are
We are ready, we are young
We have nothing to fear

We never carried days on our own
But now it's up to us to know
The weight of being so much more
We will find ourselves on the road

On we march
With a midnight song
We will light our way
With our lanterns on
On we march
Till we meet the dawn
We will light our way
With our lanterns on

We held the light
To our faces
And realised
We were chasing
Shadows behind
Not worth saving
So burn it bright
Forever illuminating

On we march
With a midnight song
We will light our way
With our lanterns on
On we march
Till we meet the dawn
We will light our way
With our lanterns on
[x2]

In darkness I leave
For a place I've never seen
It's been calling out to me
That is where I should be"

Check out tomorrow's post for my thoughts on some specific lines. 

January 22, 2014

Countdown Day 31: Conviction

Countdown Day 31: Conviction
"Let me tell you something. 
Death is not the end.
Loss of conviction is the end."
No matter what befalls us, the most important thing is not our health, not our attitude at a moment -- it is our "conviction." Our perseverance, our faith. So long as we hold firm to our convictions, we won't care about if we die... Because what we believe and do about that belief is more important than what happens to us. Loss of conviction is truly the end. If we can't hold onto our beliefs, then life won't matter. We'll be blown to and fro, and there won't be anything that truly matters to us. If we have nothing to love, then we have nothing to live for. 
Loss of conviction... 
Keep your conviction strong. Don't let go of it. 

January 21, 2014

Countdown Day 30: Effective Teaching

Countdown Day 30: Effective Teaching 
I was reading a talk by Boyd K. Packer, and this jumped out at me. 
"The way the Savior taught, and the way you can teach, is both simple and very profound. If you choose a tangible object as a symbol for a doctrine, you can teach just as He did. A teacher can associate the doctrine with an object already known, which can be seen with physical eyes."
As I prepare my farewell talk, I will be applying this principle. 

January 20, 2014

Countdown Day 29: A New Perspective

Countdown Day 27: A New Perspective 

Why do we enjoy retellings of stories? Why don't we read or watch the same masterpiece over and over and over again without getting bored? Can't we just enjoy all the nuances? 

We can, but once we've appreciated every detail, we'll grow bored of it. That's why we like to constantly tweak stories, and why two things are never the same. We enjoy viewing things through different perspectives. We like tilting the looking glass, or throwing a dash of color in the painting. We like changes and evolutions. That's why we keep telling stories. 

I'd like to apply this concept to people. There is are different people who are constantly changing so that we can interact with each other and learn to love things more, or begin to appreciate things. People will find different things to like about the same story. They'll have their own interpretations of events, and their own favorites, for varying reasons. A story can be, and should be, a very personal thing. When we interact with each other, we learn to appreciate those old tales for different reasons. The uniqueness of humanity enriches life. 

January 19, 2014

Countdown Day 27: Reliance

Countdown Day 27: Reliance
"They say wherever somebody is thinking of you, that place is your home." 
We can rely on those who truly love us. They will do anything for us -- because they love us! We can trust in and believe in those who love us! They are truly our home!
And lo, who loves us more than Jesus Christ?! He can be our home! He never ceases working to help us! We can really rely on him in life, more than anybody else! 

Countdown Day 28: How You Grow

Countdown Day 28: How You Grow
"... And how you grow is up to you."
Individuals have predispositions, affinities, quirks, and a million other things that make you unique. Some of these things are biological, some are familial upbringing, some are cultural, and others still are ethnical. 
The point is, there's a million things that are "part of the package." We possess many factors that affect how we think and act, and they can be debilitating or can aid. 
Some people argue that we don't really have free will. That all of our actions and thoughts are the results of nature and nurturing. 
I disagree. We are more than the sum of our parts. We can evolve beyond our childhood, travel from our origin. We have a soul! We have agency! We can effect change in ourself! How we grow up -- how we react to our circumstances -- is up to us. 
Some things may seem to be beyond our ability to alter. When we come up against these Jericho walls of development, there is a force we must rely on if we are to topple them. That force is the ark-bearing power of the atonement. With the atonement, we can change anything about ourselves, if we hold to our faith in Christ. God created us; he certainly understands us. If so, then he certainly knows how to change us. 
We have the choice. We choose how we act. We choose how we grow. Ultimately, we choose if we partake of the atonement. I want to always make the best choices... So I will strive to always rely on the atonement of Christ. 

January 17, 2014

Countdown Day 26: On Call

Countdown Day 26: On Call
Priesthood holders are on-call 24/7. You never know when you'll be called upon to exercise your priesthood. When that moment comes, as it surely will, will you be ready? Will you be worthy? Since you never know when you'll be needed, you must be worthy at all times. If you're not, somebody else may suffer the consequences. 

January 16, 2014

Countdown Day 25: Fear Within

Countdown Day 25: Fear Within
18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
(1 John 4:18)
Love does not lead to fear; it leads to faith and hope. If we're consumed by fear, we're not truly loving. A perfect love casts out fear... It soothes and uplifts, never frets and scares. Why? Because "fear hath torment." Torment: severe physical or mental suffering. Fear hath torment; love does not. Perfect love will not cause us suffering, because a perfect love involves a perfect knowledge of a loved one's identity. We know who they are, what they're capable of, and how much God cares for them. If we understand that last point, we won't feel that torment. When I've lost loved ones, I wasn't tormented. I knew where they were going, and I knew what would happen to them. 
Above all, I understand that Christ loves them even more than I do. 

January 14, 2014

Countdown Day 23: Ammon's Understanding

Countdown Day 23: Ammon's Understanding 
When Ammon, a Nephite missionary, came to preach amongst the Lamanites (who hated the Nephites) he was bound and brought before a king, Lamoni. They discussed Ammon's purpose in being there, and Ammon told Lamoni that he wanted to serve him, and bring him happiness. This pleased him, so he offered up one of his daughters as a wife, and a new cushy life as royalty. 
Ammon turned it down, instead, he became the king's servant -- literally! He prepared his chariot, herded flocks, and did other menial tasks, all with a good heart, and a strong spirit. 
Why? Why not just preach and be done?
Because that isn't the point of missionary work. The purpose is to express the love of Jesus Christ, whatever way we can. Missionaries are always down for service, whether it be a member of the church, or a person they just met on the street. Service is an expression of love, and missionaries are envoys of the love of Christ. 

January 13, 2014

Countdown Day 22: Perfection

Countdown Day 22: Perfection 
Perfection is not all-or-nothing. It is not do-or-die, and there are no penalties for failure. Perfection is a long term goal we work towards in this life, and into the next. It doesn't matter how much of ourself is perfect; what matters is that we've made progress. 
As long as we're making progress, we'll get there, however long it takes. 
"Be ye therefore perfect, even as your father which is in heaven."

January 12, 2014

Countdown Day 21: Observe and Serve

Countdown Day 21: Observe and Serve
How can you help a person if you don't know they need aid? 
You can't. 
This is one of the most basic reasons we need to practice being observant. Other benefits include perceiving ways to improve, learning more about others, and being more mentally agile. 
Christ was extremely observant, and used those observations to teach and serve effectively. We see it in the way he gently comfort a woman stricken with a disease of blood, or the way he converses with a Pharisee. 
Even more importantly, he took the time to serve them as individuals, showing how much he loved them. 
I testify that Christ loves you as an individual, and will always love you, no matter what you do or become. 

January 11, 2014

Countdown Day 20; Not because it is Commanded

Countdown Day 20: Not because it is Commanded of Us
Why do we love God? While it IS a commandment, we love him, quite frankly because he loves us. As it says in 1 John 4:19, 
We love him because he loved us first. 
It's simple. God loves us more than we can comprehend, and we love him for that. We love him because of all the things he does for us, which are done out of love! In the end, everything about our existence boils down to this relationship: 
God loves me. 
I love God. 

January 10, 2014

Countdown Day 19: A God for the Masses

Countdown Day 19: A God for the Masses
Let's briefly take a look at some of Christ's more famous interactions from the four gospels. 
- Nicodemus, a Pharisee. 
- A roman centurion suffering from leprosy. 
- A woman taken in adultery. 
- Fishermen. 
- A widow at the treasury. 
- Matthew, a publican. 
This is just a brief sampling of those Jesus interacted with. Notice something? He doesn't stick to one crowd. Or place. He traveled far and wide, talking to many different kinds of people, preaching the gospel of salvation and healing all. 
Jesus Christ does not discriminate. He is everybody and anybody's God. He came to the sinner and believer, the poor and rich, the whole and suffering. The Savior is here for all of us, because he loves who we are -- not what we are. 

January 9, 2014

Countdown Day 18: Christ is Accessible

Countdown Day 18: Christ is Accessible  
I've been listening to "The Healer's Art," and it brought up a wonderful point about the Savior's ministry. He didn't spend it in contemplative solitude, but he made himself accessible to all. We read of him at wedding feasts, funerals, market places, and more. Any place the people were wont to gather, Christ could appear. 
Christ is not an isolated God. Though he no longer walks the earth as he did in mortality, he is still just as accessible as he always has been, through prayer. 
He desperately wants us to reach out to him. He wants to help us, because he's our older brother, and he loves us dearly and unconditionally. For the healing power he has, we just need to reach out and believe. He wants to heal our infirmities and shoulder our burdens. 

January 7, 2014

Countdown Day 16: The Ultimate Evil

Countdown Day 16: The Ultimate Evil. 
Last week we discussed teaching people that temptations will come, and how vital that is, and how to protect them. Tomorrow I'll talk about preparing it whether temptation, but today I'd like to focus on one specific passage we went over: 

12 And it came to pass that when Moses had said these words, behold, Satan came tempting him, saying: Moses, son of man, worship me.

13 And it came to pass that Moses looked upon Satan and said: Who art thou? For behold, I am a son of God, in the similitude of his Only Begotten; and where is thy glory, that I should worship thee?

14 For behold, I could not look upon God, except his glory should come upon me, and I were transfigured before him. But I can look upon thee in the natural man. Is it not so, surely?

15 Blessed be the name of my God, for his Spirit hath not altogether withdrawn from me, or else where is thy glory, for it is darkness unto me? And I can judge between thee and God; for God said unto me: Worship God, for him only shalt thou serve.

16 Get thee hence, Satan; deceive me not; for God said unto me: Thou art after the similitude of mine Only Begotten.

17 And he also gave me commandments when he called unto me out of the burning bush, saying: Call upon God in the name of mine Only Begotten, and worship me.

18 And again Moses said: I will not cease to call upon God, I have other things to inquire of him: for his glory has been upon me, wherefore I can judge between him and thee. Depart hence, Satan.

19 And now, when Moses had said these words, Satan cried with a loud voice, and ranted upon the earth, and commanded, saying: I am the Only Begotten, worship me.

20 And it came to pass that Moses began to fear exceedingly; and as he began to fear, he saw the bitterness of hell. Nevertheless, calling upon God, he received strength, and he commanded, saying: Depart from me, Satan, for this one God only will I worship, which is the God of glory.

21 And now Satan began to tremble, and the earth shook; and Moses received strength, and called upon God, saying: In the name of the Only Begotten, depart hence, Satan.

22 And it came to pass that Satan cried with a loud voice, with weeping, and wailing, and gnashing of teeth; and he departed hence, even from the presence of Moses, that he beheld him not.
(Moses 1:12-22)

This is a long passage, but it's vital to our discussion today. The point I want to make is twofold: first, we need to be able to understand what darkness is. Second, Lucifer is a wretched, pathetic, sore loser, who is the embodiment of evil itself, for reasons I'll explain in a moment. 

1: Moses said he could discern between light and dark, and recognized Satan as the wicked soul he was. Prior to this tempting, he had been conversing with God, so he had a direct comparison between the two. When Moses began to fear, he understood the bitterness of hell. I interpret that as meaning he began to understand the horrid state the devil is in, and began to fear for his soul. Despite his evil, the devil does have power. If we learn about the attributes of a good thing and those of a bad thing, we can learn to discern between good and evil. 

Second: Lucifer lost his chance for a body when he rebelled against God and incited war in heaven. He is literally damned: unable to progress. He feels no remorse for his actions, and seeks no repentance. He is instead determined to bring each and every one of us down. 
In a way, he's trying to prove that he's right, and that we needed to be controlled and guided through our lives instead of being gifted with the agency we have in this life, thanks to Christ. 
Mainly, though, he just wants everybody to be as miserable and trapped as he is. He is the ultimate sore loser. He gains nothing from bringing us down, earns nothing from our misery, save a perverse satisfaction. He is a true monster. 
And though he has power, we will have far more after this life, and can personally call upon the power of Christ, as Moses did.
Lucifer displays how feeble he truly is in the above passage. Ranting, gnashing of teeth, he really is pathetic! 
The adversary is very real, and very dangerous, but we need not dwell on him unduly. Once we understand his nature -- the nature of evil -- we can understand how he works, and thwart his attempts to take us down. 
I testify that Christ is the opposite of the adversary. He embodies goodness, and is full of compassion and sacrifice. He is truly the savior, and he loves us more than we can ever know in this life. 

January 5, 2014

Countdown Days 13 & 14

Countdown Days 13 and 14: Because I Have Been Given Much. 
For the past few days, the LDS Hymn "Because I Have Been Given Much" has been stuck in my head. I love this hymn, and it's base premise: because I have been given much, I too must give. 
This affects me in many ways. As a resident of Johnson County, I've certainly been given much. As a member of a full, happy family, I have been given much. As a healthy human, with a strong body, I have been given much. As a member of the church, I have been given even more. As a beneficiary of the atonement, I have been given the most anybody can receive. 
In each of these ways, I'm obligated to give some of what I have to others. I'm incredibly blessed in diverse ways, so it's only fair that I give to others. It's the right thing to do. It'd what makes me happy. 

Let It Go: A Frozen Gospel Song Parody

I proudly present to you the lyrics to my third Gospel Song Parody! As always, I try to keep the lyrics the same in as many places as possible, while changing some of the lyrics to fit a higher meaning. A lot of this one's pretty on the nose, but it reminds me of this year's mutual theme video. For comparison, the original lyrics will be posted under the GSP. 

Let It Go: A Frozen Gospel Song Parody

Sins are red
And the spirit is dead 
Always been petty and mean 
A kingdom of guilt and sin 
And it looks I'm the queen/king

The wind is howling 
Like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep from sin
Heaven knows I tried...

Don't let Him in
Don't let Him see
Be the weak girl/boy who never pay sin's fee
Conceal 
Don't feel
Don't let Him know...
Well, He always knows!

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Go your way and sin no more!
I don't care what the tempter says
Let the tempest rage
The Master always calms it anyways

It's funny how repentance 
Makes everything seem small
And the things that once tempted me 
Can't get to me at all!

It's time to see
What I can do 
To test the limits and break through
Choose right not wrong 
He died for me 
I'm free!

Let it go, let it go
I lean on the Christ who died
Let it go, let it go
Believe in the God who cried
With Him I stand and with Him I'll stay
Let the tempest rage...

His resurrected body rose up from the ground
My soul is saved by He who'll never let us drown
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I'm never going back
My sins are in the past!

Let it go! Let it go!
He rose on the third dawn! 
Let it go! Let it go!
Death's power is gone! 

With Him I stand in the light of day...
Let the tempest rage!!!
The Master always calms it anyway



Let It Go (Original)
The snow glows white 
On the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation
And it looks like I'm the Queen

The wind is howling 
Like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in
Heaven knows I tried

Don't let them in
Don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal
Don't feel
Don't let them know
Well, now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back any more
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care what they're going to say
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all

It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I'm free!

Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You'll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let the storm rage on

My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystalizes like an icy blast
I'm never going back, the past is in the past

Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone!

Here I stand, in the light of day
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway

January 2, 2014

Piracy Killed the Video Store (MSP)

Piracy Killed the Video Store

Modern Song Parody (MSP) Baikanon

To the tune of "Video Killed the Radio Star"

I saw you on my laptop back in 2002 
Lying awake intent on downloading you
Windows 98 didn't stop me from going through 

Oh-a, oh

I saw you perform in your third sequel 
The series had lost the glamour and was kinda dull
But it was alright, I didn't pay for bull 

Oh-a, oh

I found a website 

Oh-a, oh

It all was free
Piracy killed the video store
Piracy killed the video store

Int'net came and broke your heart

Oh-a-a-a, oh

And now we meet in an abandoned studio
We see the cameras and it seems so long ago 
And you remember, the theaters used to go, 

Oh-a, oh

You were the next one 

Oh-a, oh

You are the last one 

Piracy killed the video store
Piracy killed the video store

In my mind and in theaters, we can't delete, we've gone too far. 

Oh-a-aho, oh
Oh-a-aho, oh

Piracy killed the video store
Piracy killed the video store

In my mind and in theaters, we can't rewind, we've gone too far. 
Int'net came and broke your heart, put down the blame on hand held cams. 

You own a video store 
You own a video store 

Piracy killed the video store
Piracy killed the video store 
Piracy killed the video store
Piracy killed the video store
You own the video store. (You own a video store.)

January 1, 2014

True Heroism

Heroism 
I once heard that a hero is somebody who will go to any lengths to save a single person. 

This is currently my favorite definition of heroism. It's not about numbers, or pride, or anything simple and unemotional. It's visceral and heartfelt. 

I can relate to this definition. Sometimes it was with the wrong motivations, but for years, I had a friend for whom I'd do absolutely anything to save. Now, that circle of people has expanded to lots more of my friends -- and my ultimate goal is to make every single person I meet the one soul I'd "go to any lengths to save." I want to be a true hero. A true hero doesn't care who the person they're saving is, only that they were in danger and needed help. A true hero doesn't see it as heroism, but as a moral obligation to do everything in their power to help somebody else. 

That makes Jesus the greatest hero of all time, because He did that for each individual child of God when He went through the atonement. What better aspiration is there than to save people? That's one of the reasons I follow Christ, the ultimate hero.