How has my disposition changed?
When I was dating this girl, I was totally focused on being happy with her -- making the gospel work wasn't even a thought. It was all about what I could do to be happy with her. Not only was it unhealthy, but it didn't last. That girl was my top priority over everything.
Now, I've experienced a change where I care about mine and God's happiness more than anything else. Because of this, I care more about every single person. In a way, I've dramatically increased my circle of care. My heart is filling up with more and more people. What's ironic is that the girl I dated is still there in my heart. I still care about her a lot. But now, my disposition has changed so that I care in a more healthy way, and for lots more people.
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